Tuesday, November 23, 2010

how do people do it

as I write this I have 3 loads of laundry to do, a kitchen to clean, 3 loads of laundry to put away, a sewing pile that has sat there for months, papers to organize, shirts that need ironed (and never will be--I'll just keep washing them until I can remember to take them out of the dry before they cool), a kitchen to clean, and that is just what I can see from where I am sitting.

BUT I am so tired. I don't know how to break out of this. Yes I know I am pregnaunt and sick, but still 10 hours of sleep a night and still needing a nap during the day...that is NOT normal.

I have been thinking alot about what my core desire is. I don't have one. I have all the "right" answers. I want to be a good mom, wife, house keeper and all that...but really nothing makes me full of passion.

People keep telling me--oh just wait and you will feel better, but how long do you wait?
How do you fall asleep at night when you just toss and turn? How do you wake up in the morning when you know it is going to be the exact same as yesterday?

So how do you find what drives you?
How are some people naturally full of energy--so much so that sleep is a bother to them?
How do people stay on top of life?

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